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失落的理想与追问

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失落的理想与追问

鲍昆

 

           1962年8月15日,一位叫雷锋的沈阳军区工程兵运输连的中士士兵,在工作中负伤后抢救无效牺牲,年仅22岁。这个年轻的小战士,在他瞬间失去知觉的时候,绝对不会想到他的名字和未来一段的中国历史发生那么深厚的关系。

           在雷锋不幸殉职的半年以后,在1963年初春的3月5日,中国人民的领袖毛泽东以手书题词的方式,向全中国人发出了”向雷锋同志学习”的伟大号召。从那一刻起,雷锋这两个字成为中国所有媒体上出现频率最高的符号。随着这个符号出现的,是雷锋感人的日记与事迹。在当时还未走出经济困境阴影的中国社会,与雷锋名字相伴的还有一系列的关键词,它们是”艰苦”、”解放台湾”、”抗美援越”、”人民公社”、”三面红旗”、”总路线”……,等等。这些时尚的,充满了政治意识形态的词汇共同构成了那时整个中国社会的生活语境。在这些符号性的词汇中,”雷锋”是最耀眼的,而且是完全形象性的。和那些理念式的空洞的政治概念完全不同,雷锋的形象非常具体,既有一串串感人的故事,也有着可以上升到阅读体验层面的”日记”文本。他是一个新时代的圣经故事,有着圣人不能缺少的”箴言”。雷锋留下了许多任何人都值得铭记学习的语录,譬如:

 ”人的生命是有限的,为人民服务是无限的,我要把有限的生命,投入到无限的为人民服务之中去。”

“对待同志要像春天般的温暖,对待工作要像夏天一样火热,对待个人主义要像秋风扫落叶一样,对待敌人要像严冬一样残酷无情。”

           这些语录具有永恒的普世价值,是任何人想要超越生命物质的极限,进入完美精神世界需要守持的理念。它极其完满地契合了自上世纪初期兴起,由无数为了中华民族自由独立而献身热血的志士仁人的社会革命理想,也完全符合两千多年来深藏在中华民族性格深处的文化精神。它是中华先贤孔孟等的博爱之道与立世安身精神的现代版本,却又充满了现代革命激昂的色彩。雷锋的事迹和他的日记,给自1949年以后以毛泽东为首的中国共产党的社会主义社会实践注入了丰富而鲜活的内容。任何一场革命都离不开英雄精神的激励,英雄正是一次次革命运动前行的旗手。雷锋就是这样一个在历史需要的时刻出现的英雄。陪衬和呼应英雄雷锋的历史语境是曾经积弱贫穷一百多年的中国社会,是曾经腐败沉沦一百多年的社会伦理,是经过这一切忽然因1949年革命在政治上成功而凝聚起的一股浪漫超然的民族斗志,是因此而兴起的建设伟大复兴中国的梦想激情。

           在毛泽东向全国人民发出学习雷锋的号召之前,在1962年9月的八届十中全会上,毛泽东提出”千万不要忘记阶级斗争”的口号。这一口号后来成为指导中国社会政治生活长达15年的纲领。1964年,北京电影制片厂推出了由资深编剧谢铁骊执导的《千万不要忘记》故事片电影。这部电影是根据哈尔滨话剧院上演的同名话剧改编,剧情为毛泽东的阶级斗争理论提供了视觉形象性的铺垫阐释。毛泽东的政治主张,将”雷锋”,以及后来的”欧阳海”、”焦裕禄”等一系列的社会主义时期的英雄形象与”阶级斗争”连接在一起。这些英雄形象无一不是为了社会主义理想奋不顾身,舍生取义的模范,为毛泽东的阶级斗争理论提供了新社会道德伦理的背景,为其阶级划分和斗争注入了强大的道德力量。除开毛泽东在具体政治上的考虑和策略,我们应该客观地肯定他为了在中国实现共产主义社会理想的浪漫一面。在中国共产党接手中国大陆之前,中国两千多年来建立在农耕社会之上的道德伦理文化系统,已经被自1840年以来的西方帝国主义全球化所带来的西方资本主义社会文化观念所动摇,甚至是崩溃。1949年之前的中国大部分社会,贪官污吏横行,阶级分化严重对立,贫富差距如云泥鸿沟,中华先贤道德思想维系的社会平衡机制已经荡然无存,自私自利的小农意识借西方适者生存、物竞天择的丛林法则理念被恶性的放大,整个社会是个物欲横流极端自私自利的泥沼。以毛泽东为首的中国共产党希望以西方马克思主义的共产主义理想来重建中国社会的道德伦理系统。雷锋的事迹正是高度符合这一宏观理想和具体策略的政治符号。他的青春形象,和中国人民解放军战士的身份不但符合新社会的一切要求,而且也接续了为建立新中国冲锋陷阵的人民解放军所建立起来的子弟兵形象传统。

           在官方强势推动的雷锋精神的感召下,上世纪六十年代前半期的中国社会的新道德风气骤起,无数的人们以雷锋为榜样,为社会做各种各样的好事。雷锋故事中最核心的部分是对于毛泽东思想的学习,所以”学习雷锋,做毛主席的好战士”这一口号才是这场道德文化运动的核心所在。也因此,人们在实践上学习雷锋,效仿雷锋,在理论上学习毛主席著作,形成了在无产阶级文化大革命之前四年的主要社会生活内容。还是因此,毛泽东思想最通俗的读本老三篇–《为人民服务》、《愚公移山》、《纪念白求恩》和当时的中央军委副主席林彪推崇的小红书《毛主席语录》,成为六亿中国人民日修的必读课。这一切,都为一九六六夏末狂热爆发的无产阶级文化大革命做了充分和扎实的思想舆论准备。吊诡的是,当那场风暴来临之后,雷锋这一初始的,给予这场革命理由之一的符号,迅即随着震耳欲聋的风声雨声消逝了。甚至,在那狂飙混乱的时期内,雷锋居然也成了狂躁人们质疑的”修正主义”目标,这肯定是毛泽东和林彪所初始未料的结果。在那段时间内,社会遗忘了”好人”、”好事”,和”对待同志要像春天般的温暖”的温情,代之以的是尖锐的人际之间的对抗和相互否定。

          重提雷锋已经是十多年以后的事情了。文革后政治稳定之后,为了恢复曾经沦落的社会伦理价值,雷锋被人们重新想起。无奈的是,雷锋这一建立在纯粹的共产主义理想之上和社会文化革命背景中产生的符号,已经被迅速需要经济上致富,文化上需要开放的社会改革欲望抽去了它赖以依托的背景。雷锋再次被遗忘了。他那张纯朴善良的笑脸,成了渐行渐远的历史符号,最终成为艺术商品市场上一个类型化的政治波普艺术的元素。

 

          从1978年历史性的中国共产党十一届三中全会始,中国进入了全面性的改革开放的时代。这场中国几千年之未有的大变局,让中国从被动的全球化转为主动融入的全球化。三十多年来,中国全面的市场经济化、产业资本化,在短短的三十年内创造了五千年累积都无法达到的物质成就。在这一过程中,中国几千年积淀的文化精神和半个多世纪构建的马克思主义的社会主义意识形态都收到了前所未有的冲击。1949年以来的基本消灭的阶级差别也重新强势的出现,社会结构出现撕裂,各种矛盾冲突尖锐对立。人们传统的道德伦理观念也在这场巨变中失落了。任何一个有前途的社会都是一个有理想追求和道德制约的社会,同样,这在今天泥沙俱下的中国也是一个必须重视和重新思考的问题。物质可以解决生理舒适的问题,但却无法解决精神幸福的问题。我们在努力前行的物质化进程中,是不能抛弃这一更本质的价值维度的。

           天津青年艺术家戴翔的影像艺术作品《新雷锋故事》正是在这个微妙的时刻出现的。他以艺术的方式提出了对上述诸多问题的思考。他非常巧妙地以那些半个世纪之前人们耳熟能详的具有极强的时代指代性符号的雷锋作为他艺术展开的情节,并把它们放入今天的社会文化语境之中。这形成了一种效果十分强烈的戏剧性的冲突,让雷锋这一早已死去的政治性的符号复活了。我们可以在他精心结构的影像之中,看到他把原雷锋故事那些最具有代表性的情节梗概放置在充满当下社会情境的符号系统之中,最终导演了一出符号之间的戏剧和战争。雷锋依然是秉承助人为乐的精神,出现在各种各样的公众场合–他访贫问苦、扶危救难;他去街头做义务公益劳动,铲除现在城市癣疥的小广告;他出席报告会,向公众宣讲为人民服务的思想。戴翔注重了场景与雷锋的关系,在许多细节的铺陈中把雷锋这一符号悬置了。于是,历史的雷锋与现实的雷锋有了强烈的错位感,其结果也产生了一种奇怪的讽喻。

            这个讽喻既可指向雷锋精神与实际生活之间某种乌有性的本质关系,也可指永恒的理想和多变的现实之间被割裂的关系。戴翔将雷锋的形象安置在流行商品代言人的广告牌上,则是其系列作品中颇具份量的一帧。戴翔用这一帧影像尖锐地指出了当代资本主义野蛮霸道的本质,控诉它们为了追逐利润所使用手段的恶劣,没有什么可以挡住资本无耻的囊括性。它们一切均可利用,包括本来作为它们敌人的革命性符号。这是一个极其深刻的揭示,有一种刀锋般的犀利感。戴翔还特意突出了现代传媒与雷锋的关系,雷锋坐在照相机镜头前,行走在电视摄像机镜头前。戴翔的这一经营结构,不但暗示如果雷锋还活在今天必然是媒介喜爱的材料和宠儿,也暗示了雷锋这一符号的产生和政治操作与传播手段剪不断理还乱的微妙关系。

            戴翔在这组新雷锋故事的演绎中,讲述了一个虚构但却强烈符合历史逻辑的荒诞故事,进而让我们反思理想的价值与意义。他提醒我们,在紧锣密鼓的物质现代化和全球化的追求中,我们遗忘了什么?我们最终要的是什么?雷锋这时已经不仅仅是一个艺术的话题材料,更是我们每个人内心深处的一处伤疤。历史、现实,道德、情怀,这些才应是构成完整的今天我们的要素。我们在建立起无数的高堂华厦和蛛网般的高速铁路、公路的时候,我们的灵魂是否还需要有一个依托?戴翔影像中的雷锋,总是有着一股纯粹质朴透明的表情,他是超越政治的,是指向历史深处的一种人类情怀,和我们先贤的人文思想黯然相动。

             再有,戴翔的新雷锋故事也解答了中国当代艺术的一些问题,比如如何在当代艺术中使用历史的政治符号?戴翔没有简单的、标签式的将雷锋这一符号做政治波普式的解读,没有把他仅作为申斥或揶揄历史的面具。戴翔的新雷锋故事具有一种现实主义手法的故事性,但也正因为如此,戴翔对于历史的观察和对现实的思考,得以通过细节的铺排非常丰富地展开。这是很长时间充斥着类型化和简单化的中国当代艺术最为缺失的态度和方式。我们相当众多的艺术家在火爆的市场诱惑下,是不屑于做这种认真的思考和劳动的,于是导致了中国当代艺术观念上的简单和方式上的粗暴与粗鄙。中国的当代观念艺术大多经不起推敲,往往是”点子”和”窍门”的取巧,不具优秀艺术”耐人寻味”的审美要求。戴翔的新雷锋故事则可以让我们返回具体的历史和人性,在调侃和沉思中审视我们自己和观照我们严峻与失望的现实。

2010-6-3

本文发表在《艺术时代》2010年10月号上

 

“新雷锋故事”-2 

The Lost Ideal and its Questioning

Bao Kun

On August 15, 1962, a Chinese sergeant named Lei Feng, who served in a transport company of engineer corps under Shenyang Military Command, was seriously wounded after an accident on road. Despite immediate medical treatments, he died at the age of 22. The young soldier, at the moment when he instantly lost his consciousness, would have never imagined his name being deeply involved with the Chinese history after his death. 

Half a year after Lei Feng’s decease, in the early spring, Chairman Mao promulgated to the entire nation on March 5th 1963, the famous slogan “Learning from Comrade Lei Feng”. Since that moment, “Lei Feng” has become the symbol the most frequently appeared in the Chinese media. Along with the symbols were his affecting diary writings and all the storied related to his life. During that period when China was still overshadowed by its difficult economy, a series of key words emerged with “Lei Feng” such as “arduousness”, “liberating Taiwan”, “the war to resist US aggression and aid Korea”, “people’s communes”, “Three Red Banners” and “the general line”, etc. These vocabularies full of political ideology constituted the context of the Chinese society in that particular era. However among these symbolic terms, “Lei Feng” was the most remarkable and completely figurative. Unlike the theoretic and inane political terminology, the image of Lei Feng was rather concrete with not only affecting stories but also inspiring words written in his personal dairy. He was as if the holy Bible of the new era, with the indispensable “proverbs” from a Saint-like figure. Lei Feng left many quotations worthy of thorough studies. For example:

“Life is limited, but serving the people is boundless. I want to devote my limited life into serving the people boundlessly.”

“Comrades should be treated as kind as a spring. Work should be treated as fervent as a summer. Individualism should be treated as harsh as autumn winds wiping away fallen leaves, and enemies should be treated as ruthless as freezing winter.”

These quotations have eternal universal values, providing the concepts worthy of persisting in order to enter a perfect spiritual state beyond the limit of living matters. It perfectly corresponds to the social revolutionary ideals of innumerable courageous Chinese vanguards who dedicated their lives to the independence and freedom of the nation at the debut of last century. It also fits in entirely with the cultural spirit in the depth of the Chinese national character formed 2000 years ago. Furthermore, it’s the modern version of the social harmony depicted by Confucius and Mencius, yet full of passion of the modern revolution. Lei Feng’s stories and his diary enriched the content of socialist practice directed by the Communist party and Chairman Mao since 1949. No revolution can be separated off heroic spirit, and heroes happen to be the vanguards guiding the revolutionary movements. Lei Feng is such a hero emerging at a particular historical moment. Corresponding to the heroic Lei Feng, the historical circumstance was a society suffering from a century of recession and poverty, with social ethics devastated within a hundred years of corruption and degeneration. Then there was the spiritual unity of the entire nation generated by the political achievements in 1949, which inspired the passionate dream for a reconstructed and resurrected China. 

Before the slogan “Learning from Comrade Lei Feng” was issued, Chairman Mao had advocated “Do not forget the class struggle” in September 1962 in the tenth plenary session of the Eighth Central Committee of China. This slogan then became the guiding line for Chinese social and political life for the following 15 years. In 1964, the Beijing Film Studio launched a feature film “Do not forget” written by Cong Shen and directed by Xie Tieli. The film adapted a homonymous drama which had been formerly performed in the Harbin Drama Theatre, providing a visual interpretation for Mao’s theory of class struggle. In Mao’s political ideas, a series of heroic images in the socialist period, such as “Lei Feng”, later “Ouyang Hai” and “Jiao Yulu”, must be related to the class struggle. These heroes sacrificed themselves for the socialist ideals, which provided a new context of social morality for Mao’s theory of class struggle. It also increased dramatically the moral force of Mao’s class division and struggle. Aside from Mao’s specifics political considerations and strategies, we may objectively approve the achievements of his dreamful socialist ideals for communism.

In fact, before the Chinese Communist Party took over the mainland, the Chinese moral and cultural system, founded upon a rural society more than two thousand years ago, had been shaken even damaged by the western capitalist cultural values along with the globalization of western imperialism since 1840. Furthermore, most part of China before 1949 was filled with corrupted and rampant officials, with serious confrontation between different classes and severe wealth gap between the rich and the poor. The well-balanced social mechanism under the traditional moral system had been long gone, and the egoistic “petty farmers’ consciousness” was magnified by the western social principle of “natural selection and survival of the fittest”, which resulted into a ruthless society thoroughly submerged into materialistic selfishness. It was by then when the Chinese Communist Party led by Mao Zedong started to reconstruct the social ethical and moral systems inspired by Marxism and the western communist ideology. Coincidentally, Lei Feng’s stories happened to be politically symbolic, which highly conformed to the macroscopic communist ideal and some specific strategies. His youthful visage and the identity as a People’s Liberation Army (PLA) man not only met all the demands of the new society, but also sustained the perfect image of the fearless PLA soldiers who founded the People’s Republic of China.

Thus, under the Lei Feng Spirit advocated strongly by the Communist Party, a new social morality was formed during the first half decade of the 1960s. Millions of people contributed to the society altruistically by learning from Lei Feng. The core of the stories of Lei Feng was to study Maoism, and the slogan “Learning from Lei Feng, be a good soldier of Chairman Mao” was in fact the essence of this ethical cultural movement. Learning from Lei Feng for social practice and studying the works of Chairman Mao for theoretic guidance had, therefore, become the main content of the Chinese social life during the four precedent years, before the “Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution” was launched. For the same reason, three of the most popular books of Mao, “Serving the People”, “Mister Simple of North Mountain”, and “In Memory of Bethune ” became compulsory everyday readings for 600 million Chinese people, along with the famous red book, “Quotations from Chairman Mao”, officially recommended by the vice Chairman Lin Biao of the Central Military Commission. Consequently a solid ideological and theoretic background had been abundantly prepared for the subsequent impetuous eruption of the Cultural Revolution. Paradoxically, when the political and cultural storm struck the entire nation in 1966, Lei Feng, the preliminary symbol which had given one of the reasons for this revolution, quickly vanished. In that chaotic period, he even became the “revisionist” target for some political fanatics, which certainly was out of the initial expectation of Mao Zedong and Lin Biao. During that time, the Chinese society had forgotten the definition of “a good person”, “a good deed” and “Comrades should be treated as kind as spring”, instead, there was full of sharp confrontation and mutual denial between one another in the society.

It was more than a decade later when Lei Feng was rememorized. The Chinese politics was stabilized after the Cultural Revolution, and Lei Feng was re-mentioned in order to recover the lost value of social ethics. Pitifully however, this political symbol, previously built upon a purified communist ideal in the specific social and cultural background of a revolution, was then deprived of its vitality by the increasing need for the social reform of rapid economic growth and largely opened culture. Lei Feng has been once again forgotten. His simple yet kind-hearted smile has gradually become a historical symbol and ultimately turned into a typecast element for political Pop art in the art market.

From the historic meeting of the third plenary session of the Eleventh Central Committee of China in 1978, China has entirely entered the new era under the policy of reforming and opening-up. This dramatic change unprecedented through out the Chinese history over thousands of years has turned the nation from passive globalization into active integration. In a short span of 30 years, China had successfully obtained prominent achievements more than the entire accumulation over five thousand years of the Chinese civilization. During the process, the sedimentary accretion of the ancient culture and the socialistic ideology of Marxism constructed with more than half a century have received, by consequence, a concussion that never happened before. The class difference relatively eliminated since 1949 has re-emerged, and the division of social structure and the opposition of various conflicts have also re-appeared. Meanwhile, the traditional concept of morality and ethics has perished during the dynamic change of the nation. Any achieving society must have its idealistic pursuits and restricted moralities, thus for the ethically decaying China, it becomes the ultimate question worthy of serious reconsideration and focus. Materialistic abundance can ensure physical needs and comfort, yet it cannot solve effectively the problems of spiritual fulfillments of people. We shall not abandon the fundamental construction of our nation’s ideology while advancing in the process of materialistic enrichments. 

The New Lei Feng Stories by Dai Xiang, a young artist from Tianjin City appears at such a subtle moment. The artist initiates though his photographic art the refection upon the problems mentioned previously. He ingeniously carries out the once-familiar scenarios based on Lei Feng’s life stories half a decade ago with a strong historical sense of a particular era. Then, by inserting the plots into today’s social and cultural circumstance, he creates an utterly strong dramatic collision, reviving the political symbol which perished long ago. Through the well-structured photo series of Dai Xiang, we see his shrewd manipulation of the most familiar plots and scenarios from the past in the modern network of cultural characters, thus, the interplay of symbols is on scene. In the New Lei Feng Stories, the hero acts as always in the spirit of fulfilling his life by helping others. He appears everywhere in public, visiting and assisting the poor with love and concerns, saving people’s lives out of danger, cleaning unsightly small ads adhered to unauthorized locations. Then he presents on the stages of public forums propagating the slogan of “serving the people”. The artist pays much attention to the relation between Lei Feng and his surroundings, suspending the remarkable character above a concretely detailed circumstance. Thus, the photographer creates a strong sensation while dislocating the historically precedent Lei Feng into his modern role in reality, which results in an eerie effect of a pungent satire.

This sarcasm can be referred not only to certain constitutive relation idealistically existing between the spirit of Lei Feng and the realistic life, but also to the enlarged gap between the eternal ideal and the ever changing society. Dai Xiang locates Lei Feng’s image on a commercial publicity for a popular commodity, which is one of the rather dynamic episode of the series. Through such an image, Dai Xiang acutely points out the fundamental nature of savage hegemony of modern capitalists, accusing their execrable means for profits, and the inevitably shameless capitalization of all including the revolutionary symbol which is meant to serve their political opponent. What an extremely profound and incisive revelation! Moreover, Dai Xiang deliberately focuses on the relation between Lei Feng and the modern media, with Lei Feng sitting or acting in front of cameras or video recorders. The artistic structure indicates not only Lei Feng being the favorite subject of the media if he were still alive, but also the delicate relation between the creation and political manipulation of the heroic symbol via media propaganda.

This photo series depicts an absurd story based on hypothesis yet strongly coherent to the historical logics, which initiates our reflection on the value of idealism and its meaning. It reminds us what is forgotten and what to obtain while pursuing intensively the materialistic modernization and globalization. In this circumstance Lei Feng is no longer artistic topic, but a scar hurting deeply in every individual. History and reality, morality and sentiments, are meant to be the elements composing and completing us nowadays. Does our spirit need or not a support when we construct countless skyscrapers and web-like highways and railroads? The visage of Lei Feng in the photos has as always the pristine expressions of transparency and purity, which indicates beyond politics the human sentiments towards the depth of history, intertwining the humanist ideology of our ancient forerunners.

Furthermore, the New Lei Feng Stories answers some questions in the Chinese contemporary art, for instance, how to apply political symbols in contemporary art. Dai Xiang has no intention to simply tab the Lei Feng symbol into Political Pop art, or to reprimand or ridicule the history under a heroic masque. In fact, he carries out a realistic approach to storytelling, vividly presenting his observation toward the history and his cogitation in the reality with rich details.  Such a rare attitude and unique approach happens to be what is missing the most in the Chinese contemporary art which, for quite a long time, has been full of typicalism and simplifism. The insufficiency in thinking and working during art creation, caused by the alluring profit in the art market nowadays, leads conclusively the over-simplicity in the art concept and the vulgarity and clumsiness of its application. Most of the works can not withstand scrutiny, often playing tricks with shallow ideas, therefore, are unable to meet the esthetical criterions as thought-provoking fine arts. The New Lei Feng Stories, however, brings us retrospectively to a historical concreteness, where we examine ourselves through mockery and self-reflection, and analyze the present society in crucial despair.

June 3rd, 2010

翻译:任慕依

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西安夜晚

2010年10月26日 鲍昆 3 条评论

上次去西安是1986年。那时的西安基本还保持着老城的基本面貌,在黄黄的微尘中散发着汉唐以远的韵味。相比于1981年我与同学暑假到西安游历时所见有了一些变化。

10月8日,承蒙胡武功先生展览的邀请,在时隔24年后又重访了西安,发现西安变化已经恍若隔世。我们活动的区域在西安古城的南边,即现在著名的曲江新区。在白天会议活动完后,晚上大门找我瞎聊,问大雁塔在哪?我说就在酒店外面,你难道没看见?于是两人出了酒店欲去大雁塔。但出门后我忽然想到为什么不去老城区看看呢?或许那里有了变化,抑或依然。大门欣然同意 ,于是坐上的士去了。的士沿着既定的路线行驶,司机问到底到哪里。坐在车里的我却懵里懵懂,指示司机往老城开就是了。走了不久,看到著名的鼓楼,鼓楼前面的广场上熙熙攘攘,我说就在这吧。于是见到了后面的一切——

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广场上秧歌队锣鼓喧天。

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也有健身的集体舞,以中年人为主。

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广场对面的是街头合唱团,不是十分专业,好像大家就是到这里以歌声宣泄一下。

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唱歌的老少爷们娘们们都非常投入,有一种自由忘我的感觉。伴奏的就是两支竹笛和一只萨克风,淳朴昂扬。

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在街上回荡的歌声和汽车噪声中,情侣正在进行时。

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在旁边的街道上,小生意很多。这是卖旧货的。

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一位卖烤白薯的中年妇女悠哉地在看报纸。

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卖烟的小伙在玩手机。这样的烟摊很有特色,别的城市没见过。

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往北走,鼓楼西侧的门洞内。

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除了门洞再往北走。一位时尚的姑娘在打电话。

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再见就是开罚单的了。看来是个守株待兔的老岗。西安的汽车很多,的士司机告诉我们有上千陕北人在西安开的士,还不包括其它地方来的人。

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走到一个路口左转进入一条小街,很热闹,麻将桌就在便道上。

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两边都是店铺。偷拍时也忘了仔细观察,好像是个小超市。

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已经九点多了小餐馆里还灯火通明,年轻人正在聚会,外面堆的是十分好喝可口的“汉斯”啤酒。这种酒十多年前北京卖得很好,后来就不见踪迹了。看来这家酒厂的营销问题很大,因为在北京这样好口味的啤酒只有二十几元以上一小瓶的德国进口啤酒。各地的啤酒厂现在都是所谓的“纯生”和“清爽”。大门说这些酒都是加了利尿剂的,淡而无味,喝了就是上厕所。我也注意过,那些酒上的成分标注其实早就告诉你酿酒的原料是稻米而不是大麦了。中国真是一个没有啤酒文化的民族,所以才让这些奸商得手。这要是在德国,早就得让他们倒闭了。

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给人看车的保安,猛一看像交警,只是头上的钢盔露了陷。

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再往前走发现这是一条极其时髦的酒吧街。我和大门没想到歪打误撞地到了西安最时髦的地方。

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为了体验西安的泡吧生活,我和大门也在那喝了两扎啤酒,那价格的口味可比刚才说的“汉斯”差多了,那才叫物美价廉呢。可向服务生要“汉斯”,告知没有。一想也是,酒吧怎么会卖价廉物美呢?泡吧的中国人不都是“只喝最贵的,不喝最好的”吗?

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街头还有生意火爆的发廊,装修得很有品位。

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卖烟和饮料的小店。

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还有一家冰激凌店没有打烊,服务生的装束很难让我和原来对西安的印象合卯。

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一对难舍难分的大龄恋人为这条时尚的街画上了浪漫的句号——

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可回头一看,一位沿街掏垃圾桶拾荒的妇女又让我看到了另一面的生活。

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夜开封

2010年10月6日 鲍昆 11 条评论

我曾经在1984年春天去过开封。那次的开封之行,给我留下了很深的印象。记得那时的开封,好像是一个中世纪和文革时代并置的奇怪结合体。一个破烂不堪的城墙连门都没有(城楼显然被拆除,拆除后留下了一个大豁口),进得里面街道拥挤,古老的店铺和社会主义的砖水泥建筑毫无章法的挤在一起。不大的城市极其肮脏,人流喧嚷,只有“龙庭”公园那一片水泊还显得安静,甚至有些荒凉,因为湖水的堤岸连护坡都没有,就是一个土坡。水土自然过渡和乡下的任何一个池塘都一样。

这次去开封(9月30日),时间不凑巧,到那里已经是华灯初上,一片夜色了。在从郑州到开封的公路上已经感到了今非昔比了。那条大道可谓是“阳关大道”,宽阔笔直,气势不凡。据说不久郑州和开封将结为一体,成为一个大郑州,所以这条大道至关重要。不过,又听说这样宽阔的大道正在兴建的还有两条,最后会是三道齐指,将郑州和开封紧紧地绑在一起。听这话我相信,因为这两年几次去和河南,已经让我看到一个巨大的中原经济体正在崛起,河南早就不是我N年前的那种印象了。现在的河南早就告别了原来那到处黄土和黑棉袄的景观,绿色的基调和CBD那些十分摩登的高楼大厦有时会让你有时空错乱的感觉。果然,27年后再到开封,全然看不到以前的景象,路宽了,两边的店铺也十分摩登时尚。只是在市中心的鼓楼地区夜市,还些许有原来的一点感觉。
鼓楼夜市基本保持了老开封夜晚的气氛,让我在那里流连忘返。看到那些吆喝的摊档和扑鼻而来的食物香味,令我振奋。我一到这种场合就亲切无比,感觉触到了这个地区这个城市这里人们的真正脉搏。庆幸开封还保持了这一夜市,这或许也是今后我一定还要再来的理由。

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鼓楼夜市。
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香喷喷的炒凉粉,比我们在郑州大饭店里吃的好多了。
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开封回民聚集区很大,所以清真食品在夜市上占了多数。

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在北京吃不到的“锅盔”烧饼,咬一口就是面香。
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清真甜品,怕甜没敢吃,但是看着那后面的冰糖梨实在是垂涎欲滴。

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卤牛羊肉。
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卤味中有一个叫“板肚儿”,估计非常好吃。我俯身闻了一下味道,结果摊主大声呵斥我,“可以尝不许闻,闻是对我们的不尊重”。结果吓得我也没敢尝,连声道歉地桃之夭夭。路上想,摊主骂得对,应该是大大方方的请求尝一下。

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夜市里可以品尝的实在太多了。
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一群年轻人在宵夜。
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我们也坐下来体验了。我后面的是陈正波“主任”、左二是于德水、左一是河南的理论家李书喻。我们品尝了锅贴、鸭血汤等最普通的小吃,付钞50元,于德水主席说这个价格比前些年涨了近十倍,原来很少的破费就可吃一个大满贯。不过老黄历肯定是要变的,要不开封怎么富裕呢?
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我们旁边是一个有吃有喝还能现场听戏的茶楼,门口喇叭里的豫剧唱腔为我们的经历提供了一个声色十足的文化背景。
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夜市的边缘都是卖各种物品的。这是卖枣的。
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最多的是卖“花生糕”的,卖货的女人都穿着所谓宋朝的服装,其实是豫剧中的戏装,比较搞笑。花生糕极其香甜,更让我高兴的是在他们摊上买到了纯粹传统的“五仁月饼”。当时没尝,回到北京后发现此月饼极其纯正,咬过一口满嘴五谷飘香。这些年的中秋节讨厌死那些垃圾一样甜腻的广式月饼,这回吃到开封月饼才让人真找到原来过节的滋味。明年得请于主席帮忙订购了。
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除了夜市,于主席还邀请我们去龙亭公园。

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晚上的公园没啥看头,但公园门口的广场上却精彩之极。广场上都是休闲的开封人,玩的都极其有文化。
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看见这地上的大陀螺了吧,得拿大鞭子抽,广场到处都是抽鞭子的声音,跟放鞭炮一样。
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这就更好玩了。5元钱放一个孔明灯。
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孔明灯就是微型热气球,一个纸罩子,下面一把蜡当燃料的火。
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火有些大,差点把纸罩子烧着。
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赶快放,起来了。
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走了。渐行渐远的孔明灯,猛一看像不明飞行物。

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回来的路上,看到四个开封的年轻人骑在一辆摩托车上,危险但活力十足。

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坝上老李

2010年10月1日 鲍昆 4 条评论

老李

坝上老李

20号在平遥,忽然接到一个北京朋友的电话,说他正在坝上,正在吃饭,饭桌上的一个老朋友要和我说话。我问是谁,他说叫李殿民,是坝上著名的名仁山庄的老板,也就是著名的”坝上老李”。

谁是老李?我恍然。我已经有15年以上没有去过坝上,认识的都是早年间的军马场朋友,虽然经常有人见我带信说坝上哪个老朋友向你问好,其实多数我是对不上号的。不过,我这些年来其实最惦记的一个坝上朋友,却在27年前一别后再未见过。之后的九十年代初期我去军马场和那些”领导”来北京找我时,我都会问起那个朋友,但都无一例外的告诉我,你说的那个人早就离开军马场去外地去了。我总是碰到这么斩钉截铁的回答,也就深信不疑了,那个朋友估计是无缘再见了。2006年,我在写”坝上发现记”时,对这位忘记姓名的朋友做了如下的回忆–

    记得当时出了场部一直向西,然后向南,翻过几座小山,来到一片谷地。谷地是典型的湿地,丛生着毛柳,毛柳下面是危险的沼泽。此刻,正有一群大约一百多匹的马群正在那里吃草,放牧的是一个和我们年龄相仿的英俊壮年汉子。放眼望去,几十里内,再无人烟,想来牧马是一件多么孤独的工作。汉子见到我们,热情地招呼着,回答着我们各种各样的问题。我们本来工作就是个幌子,心里其实想的是各种各样从吴象文中产生的各种问题。当提起干枝梅,汉子告诉我们在他们那里叫”苍蝇花”,现在开放季节已过,倒也正值采摘的季节。不过这些年好像越来越少,要想见到估计得再往远走几十里地。我们问道路情况,他说无路。我们再看眼前,真是已不见道路模样,想起刚才一路走来,道路已经是断断续续,多处流水小河,已经是互相托抬才能勉强渡过。见我们面露遗憾之色,汉子爽快地说,我骑马帮你们采去。还未等我们阻止,只见他一抖缰绳,他和马已经似脱弦之箭,霎时成为斑斓秋色中一个移动的黑点,很快就消失在远方丛林深处。大约不到一个时辰,一阵有节奏的马蹄声从远至近,汉子依然是穿过秋色中的一支利剑,瞬间已经来到我们面前。他的马上扎满了如星星般的干枝梅,跑来时就像一团白色的云雾。从喘着粗气的马上跳下,汉子扔给我们一大抱干枝梅。他说这是从六十里地外采来。我们感谢不尽,但汉子只是笑笑,说你们是远来的客人。

    下午的阳光温暖惬意,白云秋色,河水潺潺。马儿们安静地吃草,我们和汉子聊天。我们问马的事,并表示了想骑马的愿望。汉子从马群中拉过一匹马来,将自己的坐骑上的鞍具卸下,换在这匹马上。我们五位这时面面相觑,心升怯意。没办法,我和八月的堂哥硬着头皮骑了上去。汉子笑着说,没事,这两匹马老实。颤颤巍巍地前行,觉得天地摇晃,第一次骑马,屁股硌得生疼。走了几十米,见没事,胆子雄起,想起电影镜头,于是两腿一夹,缰绳一抖,”策马扬鞭”了。马开始加速,由四蹄的碎步转为一颠一颠的跨越,在两耳旁的风声中,听到关金明的大喊,”行啊,鲍昆,给你拍照!”这时,奔跑的马忽然转向,从一个陡坡上向下冲刺,我顿时惊出一身冷汗。但已没时间考虑什么,只有紧抱马的脖子,防止掉下了。马冲下山坡,跑到一片小树林中,走冲右突,我的脸上马上就被刮得生疼。马跟着跑到一片有水的草地上,开始狂怒地尥蹶子,我立刻成了电视中的西部牛仔。在不到三个回合后,我被抛到空中,然后重重地摔到草地上,眼前一片金星,然后一片黑暗。在一阵”醒醒”、”醒醒”的声音中,我睁开了眼睛,见关金明和俞元明正摇撼我,周八月则在拍照我的惨相。关金明见我醒来,让我起来,这时我的腰疼得不能动。关金明忙说,”动动腿”,我动了一下腿,关金明大笑说,”没事,腰没断。”汉子紧张地站在旁边,连声道歉,说你这是摔在”草塔子”上了,腰被硌着了,又说这混账马,平时很老实,这回怎么认生了,你瞧,连鞍子带子都断了。断了线的马鞍子就在我身边,原来在那匹马上窜下跳的折腾中,我因紧紧地抱着它,最后我连鞍子一起被它甩了出去。我侧头再看那匹马,正远远地低头在那里吃草,估计它心里正得意”哼,跟我较劲?你还差远了。”"草塔子”是沼泽地里的草丛,根系结实,互相缠绕,极其密实,像石头一样。我的腰正好仰天硌在上了。后来回到北京,上医院透视,果然一节脊椎的”横突”摔断,看到照片时,着实惊出一身冷汗,原来差点瘫痪。从此,再不敢骑马。

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在我恍惚中,那边”坝上老李”已经接过电话说话了。他一张嘴我就一惊,他提起了他给我们找”干枝梅”,我们骑马从马上摔下来,而且还提到非常具体的名字–俞元明、周月和”新观察”等。他的话让我激动万分。难道是他?他不是早就离开军马场了吗?如果是他,那么94年我带大批人去军马场拍了半个月的广告电影,把那个军马场弄得个人仰马翻那么大的动静他为何没有现身呢?我虽激动,但还是狐疑。因为当时有事,电话没得再聊,匆匆挂上了。

从平遥回到北京,我心里这件事放不下去,于是就又约了那个在坝上给我打电话的北京朋友见面。这个朋友比较详细地向我介绍了”老李”的情况,说他的”山庄”是坝上最著名的旅馆等等,我没兴趣听这些,只问了这个人的相貌。我说”老李”是不是个国字脸但下巴有些尖,那个朋友想了想说没错。我觉得可能是真的了,向那个朋友要了他的电话当场就拨了出去。电话那端是个女士的声音,说老李不在,带客人去拍照去了。我一想此时正是坝上摄影的黄金季节,人们是不会在家的。我向那女士说,我是北京的,姓鲍,老李若回来有时间给我回个电话。但是那个电话并未打来。这几天我心里总是想这事,忽然想到既然“名仁山庄”这么有名,庄主又主要和摄影人打交道,那么在百度图片上搜索说不定能看到”真容”呢。于是,我在百度上搜索”名仁山庄”和”李殿民”,结果马上就出来了,一看,果然是他,那个我惦记了多年的”英俊壮年汉子”。

今天下午,我又打了那个电话,结果还是那个女士接的电话,”老李”仍然是出去摄影去了。我问这位女士是老李太太吗?她笑说是女儿。我问你多大岁数了,我一听知道我们去军马场时她还未出生。我这次向她说了我的名字,她一听,说”我爸爸他经常念叨你”。我们在电话里聊了一会儿,她说等她爸爸回来一定让他给我回电话。

傍晚,我的电话响了,是老李。因为这次我已经肯定了他,两人尽情地聊了很多,知道了大概的情况。他说前些年场里搞场史,向大家要照片,结果早期的照片里只有他是彩色的,他说就是用我当时给他的照片。我说我今天一整天都在翻我那堆像垃圾似的底片和老照片,还真找了那时给你拍的,我下午一直在扫描,争取晚上贴到博客上去。他一听,说我也有一个博客,你可以去看,就在新浪,叫”坝上老李”。原来如此,这么多人叫,已经成了绰号了。

晚上,我看了”坝上老李”,看到了他近期的摸样,他富态了,已经不是那个”英俊壮年汉子”了。接着看到了他拍的照片,看了他自己写的日子心情,也看到了他”痛说革命家史”。那个”家史”的题目叫”我伟大的父亲”,很长,但看得我目不转睛。老李的家史令人心酸,真的是一段沉重的岁月。尤其是,他的结尾部分许多还是我们在那个谷地见到他之后发生的事情,令人唏嘘。看到这么沉重的故事,想到他现在的状态,真的为他庆幸。老李终于走过了苦难,走上了人生的康庄大道。希望美丽的坝上草原和那里的山川草木,护佑他和军马场的人们永远幸福。

下面是”坝上老李”博客的地址,请大家移步一看。

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我在百度上搜索出来的2004年9月1日佳友在线上的照片,确定他就是当年的“英俊壮年汉子”。

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1982年9月正在当马倌的李殿民,那时他一个人孤身住在野外,在离场部几十公里的地方放马。
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李殿民和马。

1982年在红山军马场骑马,之后摔伤1

李殿民牵来两匹马让我和周晓民骑。这是周月给我们刚跑起来时拍的照片,几分钟后我的坐骑就开始冒坏,驮着我钻毛柳棵子蹭我,直到在半沼泽地上像美国牛仔比赛那样把我彻底抛上天,然后摔在地上不省人事。今天我对李殿民说,你那次差点让我这辈子彻底残废了。他当时吓坏了。周月还拍了许多我摔在地上的照片,但今天没找到。

1983年坝上军马场和李殿民

这是我第二年秋天又去时再次见到李殿民,他还在那个地方放马。

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这是那次我们见李殿民之前见到的放羊人。

林间鹿群1982年9月鲍昆

这是那次我去时在大唤起沟里见到的鹿场,后来都没了。

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